So after a wonderful Saturday, I am left now with a Sunday that has been not one of my fav.’s. While it is a lovely day outside, I have cooped myself up in my apartment and have not come out…and I don’t want to come out. My dream that I woke up to this morning was a little freaky, leading me into a weird moodiness today that I just can’t seem to shake. I’m hoping by sharing it here on my blog I will get some kind of freedom and conquer it, lol. So here goes nothin’.
The dream started normal. I was doing stuff in my apartment, cleaning, getting ready, etc. I had opened the blinds the day before and never closed them in my living room. When I woke up and went into my living room and looked outside there was a weird car outside filled with people I had never seen before sleeping in it. All of a sudden they woke up, so I stopped staring and went back into my room. When all of a sudden I hear a knock at my door. I start to get nervous. I go to the door. On my way there I look out the window and I can’t remember, either the car is gone or it is empty. When I get to the door for some reason there is no peep hole, I have one in real life. So I yell through the door to communicate, but no one responds, for some reason my apt. door is sound proof, so I have no choice but to open the door. There are a few men outside and they want to talk to me about something. I can’t remember what about, but I was very interested. For some reason while we continue talking we end up walking towards the parking lot. I don’t remember how long we talked for, but then all of a sudden a light bulb hit that not all the men that were there were around me anymore and I realize that I am being scammed and they are stealing stuff out of my apt.! So I run back but the door is locked and I can’t get in. And all I am thinking about is all my stuff that has just been taken, how broke I am, and how stupid I was! And that’s where the dream ends. Good one, huh?
I think some of this stems one from me living by myself and some of the fears in the back of my head, two I just put my first ad on craig’s list and it is crazy how many scams have tried to get me…at least 6.
So with that being said, I have been inside my apartment for the whole day hoping no men come to my door, and now I have to leave soon to go to a meeting.
Has anyone else had a weird dream like this that they just couldn’t shake or am I the only freak out there.
Until next time…peace out!